So, if I began to... What if I did? Understanding plays no part on this... Follow your first thought, instinct... And if I did? Distraction... It seems to be the only escape, why?
So useless, me, everything... Nothin' no more... No, just nothin'... Will I ever find anything I feel I want to live for? I forgot... I can't almost feel... Blocked feelings, deep, deep inside... Shields? Masquerades? Excuses? Everything? Nothing? Do you even care?